Gone with the wind.

To Ori Hasson a.k.a. Max Von Artspielen. The older brother I always wanted.

Florian Meidenbauer 11 February at 16:16

well, how are things for you?
swell well trés bien?


Eliánne Ostos 12 February at 17:56

My deerest Florian.

I wonder if I ever told you... just how fruity your name is.
I hope I did.
and I hope everytime you write it down anywhere, everywhere, as you start with that infamous F of yours you'll feel a little tempted to follow that with 'ruity'. Although it would be very impractical you see.

My hair is finally growing, I feel the curse has been lifted off me. The strange thing now is, everywhere I go I seem to find gloves without owners, no really thats rather appalling. I wonder just WHO is this person that keeps on being one step ahead of me and losing his winter garments. its always ONE glove the one I see... its really really weirding me out, I think the universe wants to tell me something. and that is: cover yourself because its cold, you know?... that's the best i've got.

Ori left, I felt so sad, so incredibly sad. I think I'd never lost someone I cared for that much in so long. Some people say that after losing a limb sometimes you still feel it there, and that sort of has happening to me, sometimes I wake up or have anything better to do and feel like going up to his room to bother him, so he can tell me to fuck off, but would show up later with a weird movie I had never heard of. I miss him very much, and now I really do feel alone. pretty alone. ugly alone.

The day you called me when you were going to pick "her" up I went so crazy, I just couldnt stop crying so I went running upstairs and he was so annoyed when he opened the door and found me all mascara messed up, his face was hillarious it made me laugh so much which annoyed him even more sayin OKEY DONT DO THAT, EITHER YOU CRY OR YOU LAUGH, ITS WEIRD IF YOU DO BOTH. and yeah he is right, it is very weird.

Also I asked him for a life advice before we parted our ways and he said: never make a porn movie with someone that you've just met for a few months.

its horrible knowing you probably wont see someone you care for so much, again. its horrible, i tell you. its worse than that guy whose hand is continuously freezing because he keeps losing one of his gloves.